【12 For Whom the Bell Tolls 喪鐘為誰而鳴】
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His mind wanders. He knows that that he must use people he likes as troops, and tries to convince himself that he has no responsibility for them; he is only obeying Golz’s orders. He thinks of another commander, the swine Gomez in Estremadura. He believes that the partizans bring bad luck and danger, but make the country a good place in which to live. He feels conflicted and worries about betraying the people. He fights because he loves Spain. He fights with the communists only for the duration of the war, for it is the only group he can respect. He knows he cannot tell anyone that he has no politics. He wonders about Pablo’s politics, and decides he probably moved from left to right, having only faith in ultimate victory: the politics of horse thieves.“Was there ever a people whose leaders were as truly their enemies as this one?” He has become bigoted from politics, and his mind too easily uses cliches like “enemy of the people”.
他的思緒飄向遠方。他知道他必須用他欣賞的人組成軍隊，他試著說服自己：他隻是在遵循上帝的旨意行事，對他們不負有任何責任。他想起了另一位指揮官——在埃斯特雷馬杜拉的討厭鬼戈麥斯。他認為黨派給國家帶來了厄運和危險，但同時使它成了適合居住的好地方。他覺得很矛盾，很怕自己背叛人民。他選擇戰鬥是因為他熱愛西班牙。他隻有在戰爭期間才會與共產黨人為敵，因為那是他唯一可以尊敬的團體。他知道決不能告訴任何人他沒有政治信仰。他想知道巴勃羅的政治信仰，很可能他從左派轉移到右派，唯一的目標就是最終的勝利：偷馬賊政策。“人民的領導者是人民真正的敵人，世界上哪個國家有過這樣的情況？”在政治上，他很偏執，因此像“人民的敵人”這種陳詞濫調是沒有多加考慮就湧上心頭的。
Robert Jordan does not want to be a hero or a martyr, and just wants to spend a long time with Maria. The
羅伯特·喬丹不想做英雄或者烈士，他隻想和瑪利亞共度悠長的歲月。當他的內疚感
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marriage fantasy he sets up becomes cynical as his guilt takes over, for he knows that he can take her with him, but he cannot change what happened to her.
占據上風時，他便懷疑關於婚姻自己構建起來的幻想，因為他知道他可以把瑪利亞帶在身邊卻不能改變在她身上發生的事情。
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He knows that he came upon her late, but their connection is so strong that they would have come together even if Pilar had not intervened. However, her intervention saved precious time. He berates himself for the impossible fantasy of having a long life with Maria, and knows the urgency of the time they have.
。了多不間時的下剩所們他道知他，想幻的生餘度共亞利瑪和己自責斥厲嚴他。間時的貴寶了下省節們他為爾拉比過不。起一到走會也們他涉乾的爾拉比有沒算就於至以通相意心的樣那是此彼們他但，晚較得遇相們他道知他
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