【18 Jude the Obscure 無名的裘德】
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Deprived of the objects of both intellect and emotion, he could not proceed to his work. Whenever he felt reconciled to his fate as a student, there came to disturb his calm his hopeless relations with Sue. That the one affined soul he had ever met was lost to him through his marriage returned upon him with cruel persistency, till, unable to bear it longer, he again rushed for distraction to the real Christminster life. He now sought it out in an obscure and low-ceiled tavern up a court which was well known to certain worthies of the place, and in brighter times would have interested him simply by its quaintness. Here he sat more or less all the day, convinced that he was at bottom a vicious character, of whom it was hopeless to expect anything.
他既不能夠追求學問又得不到愛情,也就沒心情再去繼續乾活了。每當他自認命中注定當不上大學生,心境逐漸平靜下來時候,他跟蘇之間渺無希望的關係就來攪擾他。他這輩子遇上的人中,隻有蘇和他意氣相投,可由於他結過婚,就不可能同蘇結婚,這件事一直殘酷地縈繞在他心頭,逼得他沒法忍受。他心煩意亂,隻好一頭奔出去,尋找那真正的基督徒生活來分散注意力。於是,他來到一個坐落在大院子上邊的一家偏僻的矮屋頂小酒館,當地的一些名流也光顧那地方。要是在他平時心情比較暢快的時候,他會覺得那離奇古怪的模樣很是有趣,不過這會兒就不然了。他在那兒一坐差不多一整天,認定自己生性墮落,不能指望自己有所作為。
In the evening the frequenters of the house dropped in one by one, Jude still retaining his seat in the corner, though his money was all spent, and he had not eaten anything the whole day except a biscuit. He surveyed his gathering companions with all the equanimity and philosophy of a man who has been drinking long and
請記住我們的域名𝐨𝐨𝐩.𝐭𝐰
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