【13 Gone with the Wind 飄】
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She had gone back to Tara once in fear and defeat and she had emerged from its sheltering walls strong and armed for victory. What she had done once, somehow—please God, she could do again! How, she did not know. She did not want to think of that now. All she wanted was a breathing space in which to hurt, a quiet place to lick her wounds, a haven in which to plan her campaign. She thought of Tara and it was as if a gentle cool hand were stealing over her heart. She could see the white house gleaming welcome to her through the reddening autumn leaves, feel the quiet hush of the country twilight coming down over her like a benediction, feel the dews falling on the acres of green bushes starred with fleecy white, see the raw color of the red earth and the dismal dark beauty of the pines on the rolling hills.
她曾經懷著惶恐和沮喪的心情回到塔拉去，後來在它的庇護下恢複了堅強，再次武裝起來，重新投入戰鬥。隻要是她曾經曆過的，無論怎樣——請上帝保佑，她能夠再來一次！她不知道要怎樣做。她現在不想考慮這些。她想要的僅僅是一個喘息的機會來熬過痛苦、一個寧靜的地方來舔舐傷口、一個避難所來計劃下一次戰役。她一想到塔拉就像有一隻溫柔而又能令她冷靜的手在安撫她的心靈。她看得見那幢白得發亮的房子在轉紅的秋樹葉的掩映下向她招手歡迎；感覺得到鄉下黃昏時的寧靜安謐像祝禱一樣籠罩著她；感覺得到落在綠色的灌木叢裡似羊毛白般的露水；看得見跌宕起伏的山丘上那些原生態的紅土地和憂鬱又美麗的鬆樹。
She felt vaguely comforted, streng-thened by the picture, and some of her hurt and frantic regret was pushed from the top of her mind. She stood for a moment remembering small things, the avenue of dark cedars leading to Tara，
她從這幅圖景中得到了鼓舞，內心了隱隱地感到寬慰，因此也減輕了一些心頭的痛苦和悔恨。她站了一會兒來回憶一些小細節，如：通向塔拉的那條種滿雪鬆的林蔭道、在白
the banks of cape jessamine bushes, vivid green against the white walls, the fluttering white curtains. And Mammy would be there. Suddenly she wanted Mammy desperately, as she had wanted her when she was a little girl, wanted the broad bosom on which to lay her head, the gnarled black hand on her hair. Mammy, the last link with the old days.
牆的映襯下鮮綠的茉莉花叢以及揮舞著的白色窗簾。嬤嬤一定在那裡。她突然迫切地想見嬤嬤了，就像她小時候需要她那樣，需要她那寬闊的胸膛，讓她好把自己的頭伏在上麵，需要她那雙因勞累而變形的黑手來撫摩她的頭發。嬤嬤是她與過去最後的聯係。
ｗｔ．ｐｏｏ到請，節章新最書本看
.mih nopu dnim reh tes ehs ecno ,teg t’ndluoc ehs nam a neeb reven dah erehT .dluoc ehs wenk ehS .kcab ttehR teg dluoc ehS .nihc reh desiar ehs ,ecaf eht ni meht derats ti nehw neve ,taefed wonk ton dluow ohw elpoep reh fo tirips eht htiW
。到得法無她人男個哪有沒上界世，心決定下她要隻。以可她道知她。來回德瑞讓夠能她。起翹高高巴下把會她，神精的輸認不也前眼在擺就敗失使即種那族家的她有具她
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